xChemicalityx

So I had a really bad day today, ended up bitching at just about everybody in my household due to the fact that my little bitty house looks like a train wreck and there's a mouse leaving little turds everywhere. So irritating. Plus I found out that my boyfriend accidentally deleted the folder that had all my pictures, some of which were going to be uploaded here. So this means I have to find everything again, save it to my folder again, and so on and so forth. It's been a frustrating past couple of days. -headdesk- So thanks to all the people who follow me, or watch me, or whatever. I appreciate the tiny bits of attention. I PROMISE I will st

AAAAAAHHHH. I need to go find a pillow to scream into. Or a sheep. Sheeps work too. Must learn to de-stress. :D

Sometimes, I feel like maybe I'm not good enough. Maybe I'm just not cut out to be the kind of girl who's with an amazing man. I feel like I fuck up too much to deserve the kind of life that I'm living right now. And maybe, just maybe, I'm not meant to be as happy as I am. And even though I know it's stupid to think like this, I can't help it. Thanks to the things in my own past, I"ll always be afraid that I'm not worth the time, that I'm not worth anything. And all of this is just in my own head, because I know in my heart that I do deserve to be happy and that I don't make mistakes ad often as I think I do. I just need to make my head belie